My name is Lena Cross I live at The Lumen Flats which is located at, Verrinfall’s Aurum Quarter. Here I live in a one-bedroom apartment, alone and without anyone eyes. I have just started with my career choice, that choice is a Graphic Designer and Studio Assistant at Studio Meridian, a creative digital arts collective.

But my work, and who and what I do is besides the point it is here, that I wanted to explore myself in a way that is sexual, and with someone I meet online which of course is not always the smartest moves, but it is something I want and need to do.

I showered up first as I invited him to my place, as we talked a bit though the internet a bit first, then after seeing him and him seeing me we both decided to take this to the next level.

Having just had my time of the month, and not in the fertile range I told him that I am willing to have sex without a condom, and he can come inside of me, if he wishes. This of course will be our first time and my first time having sex with anyone other then with a toy or with my own fingers.

The man’s name is Evan, as I am freshly showered and I prepared what I could to make this first date and first time feeling what sex feels like for the first time.

There is a knock at my door, I went over and answered it, I am wearing a red dress that is both sexy and casual something I believe he would like to see me in, but underneath it I am naked and expose, no bra and no undies underneath my dress.

Evan brought me over flowers, and some candies, a perfect little reminder of this whole event, and I have already set up a perfect evening for him, as we both wanted a private date with the both of us, alone and without anyone else around, and a cheap but more healthy home meal.

We both know ahead of time what this means, not only for me but for him as well, Evan sat down where I had his seat already as I only have a two people table for the two of us, and that is everything I have.

I served him his dinner, and a glass of wine, while I did so I made sure that we both had equal helpings, and then we toasted and started to eat the food that I help prepare for the two of us, after a bit the two of us helped cleaned up and I then walked out of the kitchen as he is watching and I drop my dress revealing my naked body as I walked seductively towards my bedroom.

Evan followed me as I turned around naked and exposed me as my whole body is on display for Evan to see, I smiled as he slowly undid his clothes till, he was fully naked as I am now. I smiled as I then allowed him to lead what we did next.

He went on the bed with his erect cock, already for me, as I then took a deep breathe, he knows I am a virgin, but then again, I know what I am capable of doing, I slowly went on top of him, while I slowly went down on him, as I did so his head of his cock, entered me first.

I close my eyes in both the size, the stretch, the pressure and also a bit of pain, but mostly pleasure. As his cock went deeper inside of me, till I was completely sitting down on him, I moved myself towards his mouth as he held me there.

Feeling a finger at my ass, as he entered my ass with that finger while I rested my head on his shoulder, as he kissed my neck, in a passionate way. He thrust into me, slowly at first, at a perfect angle and speed for a virgin like myself. I moan as Evan kisses and sucks on my neck, I knew tomorrow hickey will, I didn’t mind and I am sure I will get some looks, not that I am a bad girl but maybe ones that I been going down a better track here in the island city that we all live and work on, which is name Verrinfall which is also on Verrinfall Island.

Here of course, we don’t have the same issues that mainland US has, we are a bit more sexual open then other places, as we are off the west coast of the US, either way I am not worried about the outcome of this.

After a while as Evan starts to truly thrust inside of me, his thrust begun to show that his wants and needs do not totally align with my own, but more with his own needs of coming inside of me.

Moaning in such a way that made his thrust deep as his head hits my cervix with a brutal force as I then came around his cock, but his brutal thrust did not stop but increase, I didn’t want him to stop and I keep moaning.

I needed to feel this, I needed to be fucked, at the same time before this he made sweet love to me, now it is pure fucking. Something I knew I wanted but I didn’t have the words or idea what it was.

Either way, I did feel something deeper within myself, although I could get used to this, and his movements made me see stars and did excite my nerves this was both what I wanted but not what I wanted at the same time.

“Yes Evan, come inside of me, baby I am safe.” I said, as I knew that there is no way I could become pregnant at least now, if I waited a bit longer then I would be showing in a couple of weeks, and pregnant with Evan’s child.

Not that I would not want a child, I am unsure if Evan is the man I want to be with, at least for now yes, I do. As I process my emotions as the first man in my life starts to come inside of me, as I feel his cum, which is warm, and at the same time a new feeling inside of me, I roll my eyes back as another orgasm rips though my body, and mind.

He held me as his spasms inside of me, jolt me and make me feel both the effects of a male orgasm, compared to my own, as I process what I just did and what had just accord.

After a while, I raised up as I am still on top of Evan and I slowly got off of him, once I was up from him and the bed I slowly made my way to the bathroom, he stayed there watching me, as our bodies both are cover in sweat and my bedroom smelled of the musk of sex, and sweat.

I had to go use the bathroom, and it didn’t take long as I wiped I while I cleaned myself that I saw his seed mix with my own juices. I took a deep breath as I knew I had taken a new step in my life, one which I could never go back to and who I was before.

Walking back to Evan who watched me as I made my way back to bed, as he made room for me, and rolled over as I went on my sides he held me, as we have the entire night together.

“How was it Lena, your first time?” He asked me.

I am still in the afterglow of sex, but more importantly I knew that this is just a small portion of what sex truly feels like, I smiled and said, “I like it…” As I said that, I turned my head as I realized I left some of the lights on.

I turned to face Evan and smile, as I said, “I will be back.”

I got up and I went and turned off the lights and came back. I laid as I was before with him, the two of us held one another in a loving embrace. Although he may assume that I am wanting to do this again, or to be with him. I have already made up my mind, as to whether I want to be with him long term or not.

As Evan holds me, I smile as I can feel his cum leak out of me, which is a new experience onto itself. I knew that Evan last name is Marin, and that he is an Architect, I knew he would make a excellent father and husband, but there is something about him I am not yet ready for.

Yes, his focus was on me, but it was just at the start, I need someone focus solely on me, unless I am being selfish which maybe I am, but does that matter? I don’t think so, either way. The point that I am being selfish is that, I like the way at first his focus was on me, and how he made me feel, but his thrust and actions then became more align with his own desires and needs, as his shifted away from what made me feel good to what made him feel good.

Although the whole event was pleasurable, it would have been better if he focused solely on me and not just on himself. Either way I am not faulting him, I understand that things like this is hard for a man, and I am sure all in all it maybe a bit hard to find a man, who is more wanting to please a woman, then it is the other way around.

Yes, I am not saying to him, and I don’t connect we do, just not what I am looking for at least yet. Either way it didn’t take long before both of us fell asleep, as his embrace made me feel as if I was a teddy bear, but in short, he is now one for me as well.

The End.